In the head of a creature called "Tezzi"

The "what ifs" are gone and all that remains is reality.

I've had 11-12 wonderfull days with a very wonderfull man.
He makes me happy and he makes me feel very special.
I don't mind that he lives on the other side of europe, i miss him ofcourse but it's all worth it.
In the end i know what we have is real, maybe realer than anything i've ever had, only time can tell.
He didn't want to leave me but RL calls and sometimes people needs to work.
I don't know how to describe it, it's so different from any other relationship i've had. Whilst i've been carefull he just threw himself into it to show me how sincere his feelings are.
He always said he never really wanted to have a girlfriend or a relationship until he fell for me.
He would do anything to be with me and that makes me feel very special.
He tells me how beautifull he thinks i am everyday, he tells me how much he loves me just as much as i tell him, though he said it first so i guess he got a higher score than me.

He is exactly what i need and im exactly what he need.
I say he has a very kind and warm heart but it is covered in steel, he tells me i live inside it.
He doesen't let everyone in