Been to the doctor today and got my note saying im sick so i can relax for 3 weeks without any pressure.
I also got some sleepingpills that i have to take for 2 weeks and a remittance to a psychologist.
I always had a hard time going to sleep and now it's been even worse.. When i was with Tony i could fall asleep within 10 minuits which is rare for me.
It's when i go to sleep that i feel the saddest, not talking to him before i go to bed and say goodnight is something i miss alot. So when i go to bed is when i think about him the most.
Last night i slept maybe 5 hours because im always a bit extra worried when i have to go to the hospital and see a doctor, even if i trust the doctor i went to today.
It feels good to have gotten this done now so i can relax for 3 weeks and get a professional to talk to about what im going through and how im feeling.
You are strong when you can break down and still be able to get up and keep going.
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