Tony...

I can still remember how your back felt on my cheek when i held you in bed.
I can still remember how your lips felt against mine when we kissed.
And i can also remember how it felt to hold your hand... How my hand looked like the smallest in the world in your big hands and how i couldn't curl my fingers around your hand because they were too short to reach around.

I know you never meant to leave me because you loved me like no one else has.
So i can't hate you for leaving me but i hate that you got taken from me.
I will always love you and you'll always be in my heart.

You always made me feel so beautifull and that i was perfect just the way i am.
With you i felt safe and happy... and loved.

Doing things without you and knowing i have to do that for the rest of my life is not easy..
In time it will get easier but i will always wish that you could be with me, right next to me.
I miss you so much...

-Rocket