I've recently realised that when it comes to relationships, none of the guys are like the other.
It's like a sortingbox.
You pick up a square block and you try to fit it into the hole.
If it doesen't fit you don't just turn it to the other side and try again, you try another shape.
I think this is a smart thing to do, because if the last relationship didn't work why would you be with someone just like the last one and think it's gonna work out?
I think finding someone else not like the other is a good thing, as long as it's a good guy.
Because if you pick a different shape you will eventually find one that fits.
Hurt my back sometime earlier this week and it's been a bitch. First i just had a back ache on the middle of my back slightly below the shoulder blades, since iw as sick tho i sneezed a bazillion times as i do when i sneeze (normal people sneeze like 3 times). When i was sneezing i ofcourse moved my head and my back started to hurt more. I didn't think it was super bad as i've had back problems since i was 15, it makes you realise when something is really wrong or if it will just go away with some pain killers.
One or two days after that i was loading the dishwasher and i coughed. As i coughed i moved my head forward in a fast motion and i heard and felt a crackle going through my spine from my neck down to the middle of my back. It hurt so bad i couldn't move, i instantly strated to cry from the pain and i usually don't cry when im in pain but this was terrible. Managed to drag myself to my bed and lay down for a while till it had setlled a bit, then i managed to go and get some painkillers and then lay down again.
Yesterday i went to the chiropractor for the first time and she snapped and crackled a whole bunch of things , no wonder i was in pain lol.
Now i feel better but my muscles still hurts alot so still taking lots of paracetamol, atleast i don't feel like killing myself anymore.
It has come to my attention that some people may not have been able to post comments on my blog.
Funny enough eventhough this is a google account blog you can't post comments at the moment with Chrome (lol). So if you wanna post a comment to any of my posts and it doesen't work, try another browser. I know it works with Firefox and Explorer but could possibly work with others too, i just know there is a problem with Chrome.
I had a fun idea the other day. I always wanted to make a cover of one of my favourite bands Heyhihello but never knew what song to pick. So i went on their facebook page and asked on their wall. And they actually replied. It looked like this:
So yeah i am working on Nothing at All by Heyhihello for my next cover, very nice song but i need to work on it alot as i usually sing songs with a bit lower tempo :)
Today i don't feel well at all... Hope i feel better in a couple of hours or i can't go to zumba, guineapigs.will be suffering from this too caus unless i feel better soon the cleaning of their cage will have to wait till tomorrow.
Yesterday was a good day though. Got to see Marre and Alex some more before they leave again. Really wish we lived closer to eachother.
Had a great time today together with my friends Cicci, Fritte, Marre and Alex and ofcourse my BFF Lilly (Cicci and Frittes daughter).
Started with a phone call from Marre saying they would come into town around 15:45. So ofcourse i came there around the same time and saw them walking on the side car when my dad drove them by when he was gonna drop me off.
It was a great hugfestival in the middle of the street.
The evening was spent laughing and eating REALLY good food, cooked by the amazing Cecilia. The entertainment of the evening was their 2year old daughter Lilly, she is an amazing little person.
We tried out mustaches, took funny pictures and had dessert. After that we watched a movie in the livingroom whilst eating some snacks and drinking coke.
All in all it was a great evening with some really good friends.
It is late, i can not sleep because i've been up so long last week doing homework especially these last few days.
Friends... I've had a few over the years. When i was little it was they neighbour girls.. or atleast i thought they were my friends and a boy named Simon at my childminder. When i started school i suddenly found myself without friends. This is why i said or atleast i thought those neighbour girls were my friends, because while one moved away the other one was actually in my class. She didn't do anything at all to help me when my classmates started picking on me and bullying me, i guess she wanted to be popular or was just to dumb to see. Today i think she was the worst one tbh, ones she gave me a tip about my clothes. You know to make me blend in i should follow the trends like the rest of the airheads. They weren't really stupid or anything but i'd say they are very ignorant and with a low EQ (emotional quality). Ever since i started my first day of pre-school till i finnished 9:th grade i never had a real friend. Sure i had friends, even ones i called bestfriends but they weren't real. One told me that since we were only friends anyways caus we didn't have anyone else, she would propobly not hang out with me anymore when we transfered to our new school in 4:th grade. After that i didn't wanna hang out with her anymore. I may have been lonely and bullied but i wouldn't let anyone talk to me like that and still hang out with them. I got way more self respect than that. The other "besty" i had "dumped" me close to our graduation in 6:th grade leaving me alone to attend Highschool (age 13-15). Had a few friends that came and went then too that wasn't really real either. To think about it the only friend i've had that has stayed with me for a long time is my cousin. She was my best friend when i was yuonger eventhough she is 5 years younger than me. Ofcourse we drifted a bit apart when she started school and i got my first boyfriend and all but i still concider her my friend.
This post may seem very negative but im coming to the good part. When i started Gymnasium at 16 it turned around for me. I started hanging out with a girl in my class that was a bit different just like me. She then introduced me to my friends maria and Maria who introduced us to more people. These people that i became friends with then are still alot of my closest friends today and they in turn have made me find even more friends. These people are true friends because no matter how long time we spend apart we are still really good friends when we see eachother again.
I love you guys <3
Here you go have a good laugh
Must be one of the lamest songs in swedish history but this was the song i thought about related to friends.
This is the video i made a few months ago. It is far away from perfect and i kept going back and forth about posting it on youtube and not. I decide to do it just to get over that threshold i had in my head about it having to be absolutely perfect. Next time im sure it will be better than this one because with every month that passes i do believe i get better at singing and better at relaxing my voice when the camera is on. I guess you can say it was a part of a learning experience. Atleast it's not terrible :)
Okay so i think i've decided on the next song i want to cover for my youtube account. The song is "Face up - LIGHTS" i chose this song because it fits me in what it means. So im gonna start pracitising it starting the way i always do it, lyrics. Memorizing the lyrics is very important in order to be able to personalise it isntead of focusing on reading a lyrics sheet. I memorize song by repeating them over and over, both while im doing something else and also while im reading the lyrics to fully understand them. After that it's tweeking the vocals with it and the step after that is recording it and finding a version that i like of the videos i've made :)
Finally i am done with the last of my remaining school works, tomorrow i will go to the unemployment agency and sign in.
I never wish to set my foot in highschool again lol. It has been a stressfull semester and i've barely been able to hang on to my sanity. Now i am free caus i finally finnished Math B, which was the main reason for me doing "komvux". Now i can apply to university next semester and actually be able to qualify for the socialworker program and alot of other programs if i decide there is something mroe i want to do with my better grades now. I will also ofcourse keep applying for the music schools that i wanna go to in hope of finally getting in and get some proffessional training for my vocals. I mean they are quite nice now but i think any trained ear can hear that i have no idea what im doing lol, im just winging it.
Yeah i know i keep making new blogs for different reasons, and all are in english so im sorry my fellow swedes but i like if all my friends can read what i say without google translate ;)
So this is my first post and they are always really dull and basic, just stating the new blog pretty much.
I will be writing about alot of things, nothing specific. Could be about games, music or about my friends and family. Whatever i choose to write about.
